February 17, 2001
"Worship"
I would like to be so completely owned that I worship my Owner. I don't mean
that I am made to kneel before her. That she makes me, under pain of torture,
bow my head and mouth words that she wants to hear. It might start like that,
but I want it to be more. She has complete power over me. I live and die
according to her whims. No God could have more power, at least not for me. Why
then wouldn't I worship her? Why wouldn't I fall on my face before her and pray
to her? Only she can provide for my needs. Only she determines whether or not I
suffer. Only she can save me. I want to kneel before her and truly believe that
I am in the presence of the Creator. Of the entity who Rules All.