January 8, 2001

"Surrendering to A"

I almost think that if I offered myself to A she would accept. She's married, of course, and I'm involved, but I think she would do it anyway. It wouldn't have to involve sex. It would probably be cheating in a sense, but not literally so. I won't do it, of course, but part of me would like to.

She knows something of my interests. Not all the details certainly, nothing like, but a very broad outline. I don't think the details would particularly surprise her. I think they would intrigue her, actually. I also think she would get off on it. She's a tease at heart and the idea of turning me on but always denying me, controlling me, using me, would be erotic for her I'm sure. She also has enough of an ego that being worshiped would be a kick for her.


I think if I offered to work as her slave, to serve her when her husband wasn't around, she would go for it. She'd be more than willing to indulge my fantasies I think.


It won't happen, of course, but the idea that it could, that it's even possible, is exciting.




 

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